This way or That?

bullying

Hi,

I am Mackenzie and I am not myself lately, and that is only because girls at school are bullying me so I’m trying to act a little cooler but it is not helping. My first best friend keeps telling me to be myself and I am not listening cause  I am doing what my other best friend asked me to. She said listen to your heart and my heart’s telling me to get noticed but it is not working.

Which of my best friends is correct? Do you have any other solution for me?